Listening to: Snow Patrol - Signal Fire

It's true when they say that you have to learn some things the hard way. So hard that it can actually hurt you.

I had an argument with my mom awhile ago and it sucks, a lot. I don't want to hurt my mom but sometimes she pushes me around too much. There are times that even though I try to look for reasons why she's like that, I just can't justify her actions. Yes, I know for a fact that my mom has a lot of problems right now and they're probably too much to handle and I'm just making things worse or worst. You see, I love my mom a lot, but.. aaaaagh, my patience is too short :(

So because I was feeling really down, I prayed. And then I read my book entitled I Know Just How You Feel, it talks about life experiences of a Christian teen. I was supposed to finish reading it last week but I had a lot to do so I postponed my reading. So there, I was reading the last few chapters of the book, and everything that was written was perfect during that moment. Every bad feeling that I had, vanished because I understood why everything was happening -- why those things happen. Yes, it's true that everything happens for a reason, and it's not some cliche that you can just shrug off. God answered my prayer and I am very thankful. I knew the reason but it doesn't mean that I will be able to act the way I am supposed to every time I am put in that situation. I know my weakness and I am try hard to do something about it. The Lord made the reasons known to me, and knowing it means that I just be more responsible with my actions. I know how to react and that means that I should try hard, even extra hard, to reaact the way I am suppose to react. It may be hard, but knowing that I would be doing it for God's glory is more than enough for me.

I know that God will always be with me, no matter how hard things get :)

Random: Tomorrow's the start of the DLSU Student Council Frosh Campaign 2008, you know the drill frosh people, VOTE STRAIGHT CCS, VOTE STRAIGHT ID 108!

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