Listening to: Pussycat Dolls - Halo

It's raining and I have just finished checking out my multiple online accounts, hehe. I seriously have to delete some of them, it's hard having multiple accounts! Haha. Anyhoo, so what have I been up to these past few weeks, months, days... well, I've been busy fixing my shifting stuff. I have applied for Early Childhood Education (ECED) and International Studies - Major in European Studies (ISE) since these two courses are well, the closest to my heart, hehe. So there, I had an interview for ECED, as for ISE I had to take an exam and be interviewed too. I was a lot more nervous for ISE (obviously), since I have thought of it first before ECED. So basically it just shows that I have preferred ISE over ECED. But during the time that I was waiting for my ECED interview sched, I have already convinced myself that its ECED for me. Interview day for ECED came and by God's grace, I passed it, I was thankful and happy :)

All I needed was the results of ISE to entirely calm myself down, hehe. Syempre eventhough I had already "decided" to take up ECED, I still had to know the ISE results, sayang naman sa effort di ba? Hehe. And so the results did come out after a few days. When I was told that I passed ISE, the happiness that I felt was 10 times the happiness I felt when I passed ECED. I was really torned that time because I have already told my self that I would be taking up ECED and not ISE, gulo di ba? Haha, imagine my situation that time! So there, I decided to think about why I felt that way and then I realized that I felt that way because ISE was what I REALLY WANTED. Yes, I do enjoy having kids around and I also see myself teaching those cute litte kids but then I realized that I traveling and being involved with international relations and organizations was something that I have always wanted. It was my dream, plus the fact that ISE can double as a pre-law which means.. I have a better chance at taking up Law in the future! YEEEEEES. Being a lawyer was my first serious dream profession by the way, hehe. And so there, it was between enjoyment with kids for the rest of my life and the fulfillment of a passion that will always be there.. the choice is undeniably obvious right? ISE it is :) So there guys, I am doing this for myself and for my parents too, they obviously preferred ISE over ECED, masstress daw ako masyado with the kids, haha!

FINALLY, I will be taking up the course that I will truly love and enjoy :)

Lesson learned? Follow your dreams!

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